Life by Me...

Saturday, September 25, 2010

My Heart Only Breaks When Its Beating

How do things get to this point? How do things go from being perfect to complete shambles on the ground. I dont get it. It just doesn't really make sense to me. I've had this song stuck in my head for the past two days and its killing me.

Hope life's been good to you

since you've been gone

I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on

It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived

I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive

I can't complain--I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing

My heart only breaks when it's beating

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming

So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night

There's no need to worry, I'm really all right

I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

It only hurts when I breathe

Mmm, no, I've never looked back--

as a matter fact

Hurts when I'm breathing

Breaks when it's beating

Die when I'm dreaming

It only hurts when I breathe

Its true though. It only hurts when I breathe... I dont know, I just dont know...

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Criminal Minds

What I've learned is that the world is not fair, and people are not just but I can no longer let those people affect me and my days. I cant be upset because they dont matter. I need to let them go from my life and go on and be happy because I cant let them dictate how I feel about myself. I'm amazing and if they dont think that or want to be a part of my life then so be it. Go away, leave me alone and let me be happy!