Implode

For once I thought things were starting to get better and then it's like everything is crashing down around me. I don't even know what I'm doing wrong. I've been busting my ass on my homework, reading for all of my classes before class! I'm trying my best. I've been sick, I've had anxiety... For once I thought I found something that people thought I did well and it turns out thats false. It'd be cool if this totally wasn't happening right now. I don't how much harder I'm supposed to push myself but I guess harder than I am now... Lets hope nothing snaps in half.